미안해서 미안해 (김진표. G.Na)

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미안해서 미안해 (김진표. G.Na)

오늘도 넌 날 아프게 하는걸 지금도 난 행복하진 않은걸 너를 사랑하지만 이제 이쯤에서 그만해 나 오늘 너를 떠날꺼야 오래된 연인이 뭐 다 이런 거지 그냥 다 귀찮은게 이상한 게 아닌거지라 말하면 니가 사랑이 식은 거라며 왜 내게 아쉬운 표정을 짓는 건지 그렇게 따지자면 너나 나나 마찬가지 너도 많이 변한 것은 알고 있는 건지 지금까지 설렌다면 그게 이상하지 제 정신이 아닌 거지 혹시 내가 널 아프게 한다 해도 제발 나를 떠나지만 마요. 소리치며 화를 내도 진심 아니에요 제발 나를 떠나지만 마요 혹시 내가 잠시 한 눈 판다 해도 제발 나를 떠나지만 마요 내가 잠깐 미쳤었나봐요 맘 아프게 제발 나를 떠나지만 마요 oh 하지만 넌 날 아프게 하는걸 지금도 난 행복하진 않은걸 너를 사랑하지만 이제 이쯤에서 그만해 나 오늘 너를 떠날꺼야 어떻게 매일 행복해 오늘처럼 이렇게 아닌 날도 있는 거지 뭐 사랑해 행복해 우리 영원해 하다가도 죽이네 살리네 짐 당장 끝내 할 수 있는 거지 뭐 화나면 화 낼 수도 있는 거지 뭐 니가 한 순간 싫어질 수 조차 있는 거지 뭐 우린 항상 현명할 수 없으니까 때론 울고 때로는 뭐 다툴 수도 있는 거지 뭐 혹시 내가 널 아프게 한다 해도 제발 나를 떠나지만 마요. 소리치며 화를 내도 진심 아니에요 제발 나를 떠나지만 마요 혹시 내가 잠시 한 눈 판다 해도 제발 나를 떠나지만 마요 내가 잠깐 미쳤었나봐요 맘 아프게 제발 나를 떠나지만 마요 oh 하지만 넌 날 아프게 하는걸 지금도 난 행복하진 않은걸 너를 사랑하지만 이제 이쯤에서 그만해 나 오늘 너를 떠날꺼야 변했다면 미안해 짜증만 내서 미안해 신경 못써서 미안해 미안해 모두 미안해 소리쳐서 미안해 아프게 해서 미안해 미안해서 미안해 난 할 말이 없어 정말 미안해. 미안해 잘해주지도 못하고 진짜 미안해 떠나지도 못하고 널 보내주지도 못해 미안해 미안해 미안해 너 없이는 안돼 미안해 행복하지도 못하게 사랑해서 정말 미안해 언제나 넌 미안하다 말하고 더 싫은 건 흔들리는 내 모습 너를 사랑하지만 이제 이쯤에서 그만해 오늘 꼭 너를 떠날거야 너가 내 사과를 받을지 말지 다시 또 한 바퀴 도는 건 아닌지 고민하고 후회하고 기대하고 이러면서 단단해지는거겠지 원망 섞인 눈빛은 그만 이제 그만 들어와봐 내 품 안 내가 환하게 웃게 해줄게 가자 집에 데려다 줄께.